Skinny Thoughts

This is a list of everyone. Have fun.

Finn – Core. Full range of emotions. Trans Male. Biological age. Nerdy. Sexual.

Kat – Core. Full range of emotions. Very similar to Finn. Female. Possesses most traits Finn does, but their interests are not completely aligned.

Panda – Core. Full range of emotions. Jokester. Likes video games and underground hip hop. GQ. 17. Low sex drive but not asexual. Possibly demisexual. Into kink. Shy on some issues.

Kittin –Girl. 7ish. Innocent. Likes to play around. Straightforward. Constantly happy.

Alex – Male. 18. Gay - Only one that seems to have a definite preference for a gender, but can enjoy the female body. Diva. Twink. Definitely sexual.

Noise –Gender neutral. 20ish. Highly dissociative. Likes touching things. Prefers avante garde things, horror, white noise, noise rock. Likes comfort. Disturbed by loud things.

Jezabel – Trans Female. 20ish. Mostly straight, but can enjoy a few females. Holds grudges and can be quick to anger, but kind at heart. Enjoys metal. Equally romantic and sexual.

Baby Jezzi – Essentially a much younger version of Jezabel. More innocent. Unlike the older version, does not vocalize things that bother her as much. Easily depressive and highly neurotic.

Ben – Lili’s brother*. Masculine. 11. Likes to write. Into horror. Similar to Noise.

Lili – Female. 5. Formerly thought to be gone. Most likely autistic. She was submitted to traumatic events and seems to not have recovered. Frequently experiences flashbacks. Shakes at times, which can be manifested as a seizure. Has had physcial fits in the past. Not trusting of others. Will draw scenes from her flashbacks.

Alice – Female. 18ish. Lesbian. Draws her name from Alice in Wonderland. Tiernan’s sister*. Likes puzzle games such as Portal. Enjoys coffee, tea, and acoustic music. Sexual.

Tiernan – Masculine. 6 years old. Gay. Femme presenting. Loves steam punk. Vegetarian.

Misery – No gender. “Old”. Asexual and aromantic. Depressed and dissociative.

Jaz – Female. 19. Bisexual. Black. Enjoys playing cards, poetry, and making art. Likes underground hip hop, acid jazz, and other things you’d hear in boss coffee shops.

Damien – Male. Age and sexuality unknown. Essentially an asshole. Likes to scare the littles and attempts to scare and excerpt control over everyone. Self-harms to raise hell in the system and hurt those close to us. Has the ability to cause us to hallucinate. Stereotypical “demon” dude.

*as of yet, I’m not quite sure how sibling pairs work, but I’m rolling with it.

11 months ago

mister-dinosaur:

karlykitten: Unpopular opinion

karlykitten-:

One thing I’m really sick of is people blatantly advertising their depression and/or suicidal thoughts.
If you wanted to be dead you would be.

If you’re really suicidal you don’t go around letting everyone know so they can stop you.

Who knew when I was suicidal? Nobody. I didn’t want anyone…

Okay, you handled it a certain way? That’s cool.

You made it through without anyone’s help? Even people who weren’t intentionally trying to help you? That’s doubtful but also cool.

You called this an unpopular opinion though. It’s not an opinion. It’s wrong.

Just because your depression manifested itself a certain way and you felt it best (or worse, however you want to put it) to react a certain way doesn’t mean that’s what it will be like for everyone.

In addition to that, you are in no place to tell people how to manage their depression. Suicidal thoughts and depression aren’t logical. Sometimes I would keep everything in so I wouldn’t worry people and nobody would try to stop me, but sometimes I hated that I had those thoughts and I wanted help, so I asked for it.

As for the “only you” mentality, that’s half right. The individual is the only person who can get themselves to stop being depressed. That doesn’t mean nobody can help. That doesn’t mean anyone is alone in their endeavors. There are people who would love to help. It may not be family. It may be someone unexpected, but there are people who don’t want that shit to happen. Suicide hotlines exist for a reason.

Finally, since I feel like this will probably come up, there’s always the argument of “they’re just saying that in a public place because they want attention!” So you’re going to disbelieve someone who may very well hate themselves because they might just be lying for attention? Oh, you’re a spry one for not falling into their trap of actually being a nice person. You might have actually seemed like you cared.